The pit of my stomach is a deep, deep void,
no matter how hard I try to avoid,
this clawing emotion that leaves me cold,
that makes me feel small, makes me feel old.
I long for the feeling to go away,
and open my eyes to the beauty of the day,
But all I get is the colour grey.
I wish I didn’t feel so far away,
from all those who might love me and choose to stay.
Oh how I wish loneliness would just go away…